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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
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10:11 pm - Hey!
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Everything's been so quiet 'round here! Tot doesn't like it one bit. Don't even know what's goin' on no more...
I hope things get better soon. It's not nice when everything's all falling apart...
current mood:  sad
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| Tuesday, January 20th, 2004
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3:36 pm - Uh-oh...
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Nagi-kun, Tot tried to get along with Crawford, really. But he's too mean! And scary, too. So, um... please don't be mad at Tot for that, okay?
An' I haven't seen Nagi-kun or Sakura-chan in a really long time. I miss them... It's hard, being alone so much. At least I still have Rabbi-chan. If I had to be alone without him, I don't know what I'd do!
Now Schuldich's hurt, too, and Aya-chan's gone. I wanna help get her back, if I can, 'cause I owe Aya-kun and Omi-kun and them a whole lot for letting me work with them! Even if they don't want help, Tot's still gonna try. I don't wanna lose anyone else ever again!
current mood:  determined
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| Tuesday, January 13th, 2004
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5:38 pm - Eeeeew!
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Icky, icky! XP No good at all!
Lots of things have been happening. I'm glad Aya-kun's better now, it was kind of scary for awhile. Rabbi-chan sure hopes things can get back to being happy and normal soon, 'cause being sad is no fun at all!
current mood: determined
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| Monday, January 5th, 2004
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3:30 pm - Hmmmmmmmm?
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What's wrong with Aya-kun? Nobody tells Tot anything no more!
That's not a happy thing at all. And so soon after Christmas, too...
current mood: sad
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| Monday, December 22nd, 2003
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8:08 pm - Three more days!
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Three more days till Christmas, yeah! Tot can't wait! Rabbi-chan and Arianru-sama and I all wrapped all the presents today, and finished cards, too! It was a whole lot of fun. And tomorrow I'm gonna give all the people at the flower shop their cards, so they can have them before Christmas.
I sure hope everyone likes what I got for them. It was kind of hard to get presents for everybody, but I think I got everyone.
I'm tired, now. I wanna go to sleep. Night-night! I'll see you all tomorrow! ^^!!
current mood:  busy
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| Thursday, December 11th, 2003
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7:29 pm - Oh... ^^
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Everything's working out so nice for Christmas this year! Omi-kun and Ken-kun are all happy again, and Sakura-chan and Aya-kun are happy, and Schuldich and Aya-chan...
it's all so happy!
I hope things keep going so well. Especially for Nagi-kun and Crawford. I miss Nagi-kun, though, he never visits, and I don't wanna go visit him, his teammates are too scary.
I wanna go Christmas shopping soon... Sakura-chan, can you come, too? It'll be a lot of fun!
And Aya-kun said I could help decorate the shop for the holidays. Rabbi-chan thinks it sounds like a lot of fun,and me an' him are going to make lots of oragami cranes! They're so pretty...
Rabbi-chan, we should get a Christmas tree. But, can we put one up by ourselves? Oh well. Maybe the trees outside! Yeah! And lots of lights and balls... !
Hmm... I better make a list of what to get everyone. Yeah, that'll be aweosme! ^^
current mood: busy
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| Tuesday, December 2nd, 2003
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7:45 pm - Survey!
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( Another )
Mmm.... things are boring around here. I wanna go visiting.
This song is scary. It sounds a lot like what Hel said Aya-chan was, back when we were trying to get revenge.
current mood:  bored
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| Monday, December 1st, 2003
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2:42 pm - Survey
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A couple other people did this, so... I wanted to, too!
( Survey! )
This song is really weird, just like Schuldich! ^^
current mood:  awake
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| Monday, November 24th, 2003
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5:46 pm - Heeeey.... !
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Why did Tot get the same guy as Aya-chan? Ick, no fun, no fun! Hn!
Awwww.... poor Omi-kun. If Tot could help, I would...
Things are getting really, really sad now! And before Christmas, too...
current mood: sad
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| Saturday, November 15th, 2003
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7:39 pm - Tired
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Being sick isn't any fun!
I was sick, too, for a few days last week, and it wasn't any fun at all. Had to stay home with the contractor-men, and they weren't happy about having Tot there.
I need to get Christmas presents for people, too, and birthdays! But... what can Tot get that no one else can?
My head hurts....
current mood: sore
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| Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
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10:51 am - Halloween!
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Halloween was fun this year, and I saw lots of really cool costumes! And a whole lot of little kids came to Papa's mansion, too. Maybe it's because our home's so big, Mr. Bunny said, but I think it's because of all the candy. Papa always used to give out big chocolate bars, and Tot wanted to, too---but there were sooo many kinds! So I had to give all the kids three or four, just so they'd have some of everything! And they were all really happy about it, too!
I wanna do the same thing next year, too. It's fun when people are happy!
( Tot's trick-or-treat! )
current mood:  giggly
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| Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
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10:44 am
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Tot made a new background! ^^ It's not as pretty as the last one, but there are pretty lyrics on this new one!
Tot's really tired today. Hope I don't get sick...
current mood:  sleepy
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| Saturday, October 11th, 2003
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10:06 pm - Hello again!
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Oh, it's been awhile since Tot wrote in here.... oh well. Can't help it.
Tot got to talk to Aya-chan, though, and she's really nice. But she's sad that she was asleep for so long... if it helps, Tot's sorry, too. She probably shouldn't've helped kidnap you, even if it did save you from those weird crucifix guys.
And Aya-kun came and left, too, but it's good that he and Ken-kun are both back now. Now everyone can be happy! ^^ Too bad Nagi-kun and Mister Crawford aren't happy, then everything'd be perfect.
And there's a cold going 'round the shop. Tot doesn't wanna get sick, then she'd have to be all alone with the weird construction men all day. But they're not all bad---one of them found Rabbi-chan! Silly bunny, he was hiding down where Daddy used to be kept.
Oh, wow, it's getting late. Tot should get some sleep soon!
current mood:  surprised
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| Thursday, October 2nd, 2003
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7:44 pm - Nothing...
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That was a scary time, when the shop was closed. And now Aya-kun's sister, Aya-chan, is back... or, at least, that's what Tot heard.
Sakura-chan, Tot hasn't found a dress for your dance yet. And Yohji-kun? Tot found some pictures you might like. You can have them, if you want. You should know who they're of, since Tot promised not to say her name in here no more.
This song is really weird... it reminds me of Nagi-kun and everyone.
Tot should get some sleep soon, I want to go back to work tomorrow!
current mood:  contemplative
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| Saturday, September 20th, 2003
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9:05 pm - Lots of things!
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That storm was scary! It knocked the power out at the mansion, and the mansion's only half-rebuilt! And Tot was scared, too, 'cause she lost power and everything!
Sakura-chan said she got Tot two new dollies! And they both sound so pretty, too---one's Japanese, and the other's blonde and Western! I came up with names, too---Aoi for the pretty Japanese dolly, and Karen for the blonde one! ^^
Tot just finished a new book, too. I read it with a candle during the storm so it wouldn't be as scary. What was it called again? Hmm... I think it was The Wind and the Willows, but I might've confused it with one of Hel's old books. Oh well, I'll find it later, maybe.
I like this song, it kind of reminds me of Nagi-kun. Tot hasn't seen him in a long time, I hope he's okay...
Tot plans to go shopping soon, for a pretty dress to wear to Sakura-chan's dance. It sounds really fun, but Tot can't dance too good. Oh well. I can learn, right?
Work's still fun, but one of the Weiss is still missing. I think his name's Ken-kun... but I don't know him much. The only thing I remember is that Schoen got really mad at him for cutting her face that one time.
I need to go grocery shopping before too long. Living alone is hard, 'specially since the construction people that used to work for Papa want Tot and Arianru-sama to leave the mansion while it's rebuilt. Stupids, they can't make us leave! Or maybe they can... Either way, it's still lonely there.
Tea sounds good right now... so Tot will try and write again soon! ^^
current mood:  hungry
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| Wednesday, September 17th, 2003
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4:07 pm - Stuff!
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Omi-kun's back, Omi-kun's back! ^^ Oh, and everyone's being so nice to Tot, too! As soon as I find them, I'm going to give Weiss and Weiss's employer-people all Daddy's papers!
Work's fun. I miss everyone, though, it's lonely here. It's just Tot and Arianru-sama and Mr. Bunny in the mansion now. I found Mr. Bunnny, too! Silly Rabbi, he was hiding in Hel's old lab! I don't know how he got there, though, I never went into Hel's old rooms...
Sakura-chan said something about guardian angels and a dance in her last message. Dancing sounds fun, but Tot's not very good at it. I'm okay with swing, though, but nobody here really likes that kind of stuff.
Guardian angels make me wonder, though... Does Tot have one, too? I hope so. And I hope my guardian angel's Hel. Or Schoen. Maybe even both.
I think... I think I'll go look in Schoen's old picture albums. I think I miss her the most...
current mood:  content
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| Saturday, September 13th, 2003
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6:15 pm - Sight-seeing?
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Tot saw something really strange today. A pretty lady was walking down the street at the same time I was, and she didn't even look twice at Arianru-sama, like most adults do. But she was really pretty, and she really reminded Tot of someone, and then I realized: it was Neu!
How can Neu still be alive, huh? Tot was there when she... when she...
It was really weird.
So I asked her how she was still alive, and she got really mad. She said I was lying, and that's not true! Tot doesn't lie! She really was Neu! And it can't be reincarnation, either, 'cause she'd be a little baby!
It's confusing, huh?
Sakura-chan has a funny sounding Daddy. Schoen had a daddy like that, too, she told Tot all about him! Oooh, Arianru-sama, do you think Sakura-chan's gonna grow up and be a model just like Schoen?! Wouldn't that be fun?! Yay!
Heee~ey... Neu's grave got broke, and then Neu showed up again! And she was the same as she was before! Well... before she started liking Tot and Hel and Schoen, anyway. I bet she doesn't remember us... How sad.
Oh well.
Another Weiss member's back. The one who liked Neu. I wonder if he'll be upset about Tot working at the flower shop? I hope not, it's fun working there! An' if he gets upset, I'll give him and Weiss more of Daddy's files! Maybe I can even help them one day... *giggle*
Tot might go with Sakura-chan to visit with her parents this summer. I won't be able to work then, but visiting's fun, too!
current mood: confused
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| Thursday, September 11th, 2003
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3:21 pm - Flowers are fun!
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And they are, too! Working at the flower shop's really fun, and Tot even got to help transplant little flowers today, too!
Birman-chan and Aya-kun said that Omi-kun's missing. Tot hopes Nagi-kun isn't too sad, 'cause I don't like it when my friends are sad. And Crawford-sama and Omi-kun were acting weird yesterday, too. They better be okay, 'cause Tot doesn't wanna have to bury any more friends.
Ho-hum.
Work is really fun, though. And there's a really nice girl who commented on Tot's last entry named Sakura-chan! She's Tot's friend, right?
Enthusiastic... That's what Aya-kun called Tot in his journal. Papa used to call Tot that, too, when I worked really hard an' stuff. I like working, it's fun! And there's lots of nice people who visit the flower shop, too. Maybe Tot should give them the keys Papa left her? Ooh, I'll ask Arianru-sama.
I'm going to like this new job lots better than the last one, and that one was super fun! ^^!!
current mood:  bouncy
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| Wednesday, September 10th, 2003
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3:36 pm - Why is everyone acting funny?
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Everyone's acting suicidal. I don't like it when people act that way, it makes Tot feel like she failed somehow.
Know what else isn't fair? Just after Tot got a nice job, they closed the store! How rude!
And somebody broke Neu's headstone. That's really mean! Does anyone know who Tot should go to to get it fixed? Hel and Schoen are the ones who arranged it the first time, and some of Papa's friends helped with theirs. But Tot doesn't like Papa's friends that much, so... Can anyone help?
I'm getting bored again... Tot kind of misses going out on missions. Maybe it's just the people she misses, though, Hel and Schoen and Neu and Papa have all been gone for a really, really long time, and I don't like being alone...
I'm going out to play in the park. And nobody better die while I'm gone, either!
current mood:  angry
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| Monday, September 8th, 2003
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4:08 pm - Good news!
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Tot got the job! Momoe-san is the lady who owns the store, and she said that Tot could work there as long as the boys don't complain about it.
So, um... do you mind? 'Cause Tot needs a job. And I'd work hard, I promise!
Apparently Weiss and Schwarz are all in shambles. It's funny to me, 'cause that's how Schreient was when we started. Neu thought everyone hated her, and Hel didn't like Schoen, and Schoen didn't like Tot, and Tot was scared of Neu, and... ooh, we were a big mess! ^^ But Papa helped us. Maybe Weiss and Schwarz need a Papa so they can learn to get along, too, or do they already have one? Arianru-sama, do you know the answer to that?
I still can't find Rabbi-chan. I hope nobody took him, that'd be really mean!
Nagi-kun, do you think you could help Tot find him? Or Omi-kun. Rabbi-chan means a lot to me, and I miss him lots, almost as much as I miss Daddy.
Tot likes this music, though. I dunno who's CD it is, but it's very pretty!
Arianru-sama and I are going to make wreaths of flowers for Momoe-san and the boys at the shop and for Papa and Schreient. And maybe we'll find Rabbi-chan!
I should do that soon, though, 'cause I promised I'd do it, and Tot doesn't like breaking her promises!
current mood: worried
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